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It was -41 when I woke up this morning. My girl-friend wanted me to go out tonight. I don't think so. I am going to stay in where it is warm.

MY sister is still telling me that she doesn't want me in her life now. SHe has also sent me a nasty e-mail. SO I am getting pretty upset all over this.   I wish I knew what I was suppose to do. She won't even listen to me.  So I am ready to let her be now.

Sam had court yesterday! she went to jail for 15 days. If she is ''good'' she can be out in 7-8 days.

But I already found out she is in solitary confinement( however it's spelt) because she was freaking out and she trashed her room/cell. All because they wouldn't give her a blanket and a pillow.  SO  than SAm phoned Big Candice and started to freak out on her saying that she isn't family cause she isn't visiting her. Than Sam went on to say that Big C is dead in Sam's mind as she thinks Candy doesn't care aboutt her. Big C did go to court with her, she is the one who brought her there.

SO I hope it does SAm some good there. MAybe she will have time to think about her life and maybe change!!

It will be 2 years this month since my mom passed away. I am so emotional. I hope I can get through it all. It has really affected my daughter (probally because she knows I am upset).  So I think I am taking Brooke out of school that afternoon and doing something special with her that grandma use to do.