Wow, this month has gone sooo fast! Jack is 2, Oscar is 61/2 months & saying dad & rolling over all the time! They are growing so fast, it's amazing to watch!

I have my step-brother & dad ringing me asking us to go to the Melbourne cup so we can all catch up & celebrate dad's 50th birthday which is the same day. I would really love to go but James is busy at work then as it is shearing time & the crowds at the cup will be huge & too much with 2 little kids. Jack could stay with my mum so I could go but I would still have to take Oscar as I am feeding him. My step-brother's fiance will be over from London (she lives there but she is French) too as they are getting married in January in Adelaide & she wants to see the place they are getting married & all that stuff before the actual wedding. I would love to see her as I have only met her once & it will be hard to catch up at the wedding, I just think it's too hard with the kids & nobody seems to understand what it will be like there with 1 or 2 little kids!

There is a second wedding in France in October next year which I really want to go to also as I've always wanted to go there & I have a friend there. I speak very limited French as I studied it at school but I am re-learning in case I go. The thing is James won't come as he isn't interested in travelling overseas, he says I can go if I want but he doesn't want me to take the boys with me - even though dad has offered to pay for Jack & Oscar will only be 1 so he shouldn't cost much. He won't say why but I think it's because he thinks I won't go without the boys - which I probably won't as I have trouble leaving them! lol!

I have also just signed up for a home business! Yay! Hopefully I do well, I just have to get myself organinsed & get started.

Well, that's about it today!

Mwah xxoo