Hi My name is Mona and I am 31 years old. I have 2 beautiful girls whom I love with all my heart. Shayla is 7 years old and Paige is 1 year old. (well will be 1 year in a few weeks). I don't know where my life would be without them. I have been through alot and I thank God every day for both of them. When Shayla was 2 years old I found out I was pregnant, I was excited and became even more excited when I heard it was twins. through out the weeks, my tummy grew bigger and so did my excitement. When it was time to finally find out what they were, it was Boys!!.. I quickly picked out names and soon everyone was buying the cutiest boy cloths. Well when I was 22 weeks pregnant, things seemed to turn for the worst, I started having contractions and went to the hospital, they checked the boys and everything was fine with them,however I was 3cm dialated. So they told me I was way to early and needed to be on bed rest and that they would admitt me into the hospital when i was 24 weeks and be there until they were born. they wanted to check me in that day,but it was the holidays so we all decided I was better off at home and wait till I was 24 weeks. Christmas came along the day before i hit my 24 weeks, so I did what the doctor said and stayed off my feet, my family came to me and we celebrated in my room on my bed.. that night I started feeling tummy aches and thought maybe I ate to much, the next morning the day I was to be admitted I discovered the tummy ache was contractions. I was rushed to the hospital where they hooked the machine to me and didn't see contractions so they didn't feel it was a big deal.. 2 hours later I felt something weird and when the nurse checked me, the baby kicked her hand.. they rushed me into the OR and did an emergency C-Section Dec 26th Alexander and Ty were both 1lb 8 oz.. the next morning they both past away just a few hours from one another. It was the worst pain I had ever felt in my life, to have my kids,my babies taken away from me so fast, and have to know I would be burying them. Shayla was my rock she kept me sane and not to just give up, now it has been 5 years and I an blessed with my other princess Paige and I do miss and love my boys, I know they are here with me and they have their ways of touching my life. |