well i just realised that i havent blogged since i went out so i thought id post sum pics of the nite hehe!

was a great nite no N in sight haha

i got my hair straightened and spraypainted black and wore a bloody red tutu with a devil tail haha and horns i LOVED my horns!

me with sum of my most sexiest friends lol

me with my horns lol

ok yes i was drunk and got given a wig and told to pose....

after everyone else got changed and i refused lol

me with another drunken friend hah

me with my one of my fav girls in the world emily!

whos the devil lol

ok so there they are it was a great nite but i missed tobi pretty quick and came home with sum mates haha waaay b4 i had to!

xxnat

well i realised its been awhile since i wrote a blog as ive been recieving minti mails asking if im ok lol

thanks to those lovely ladies for your concern!

the kids and i are good, chloe just had her dance esteidford and loved doing it she was very brave and did a fab job on stage for a kid who hasnt been dancing very long. she loved the whole dress up aspect of it all and enjoyed having her "hooker makeup" oops i mean dance makeup on  all day hehe. it cost me the BOMB to send her but was fully worth it.

chloe in the car on her way to dance going noooo dont touch my hair!

chloes hooker makeup haha

chloe at my nans right b4 we got to the D.E.C

hehe chloes lost a ton off teeth all at once and looks so freakishly weird but i still think shes adorable!

now onto tobias! tobis CAN sit now hurrah hes been able to since he was close to 6 months old, yes ppl hes over 6 months old now! the year is going so fast i feel liek im missing things while im watching!

so he CAN sit but he doesnt haha, he will sit if its at his v tech activity centre but anywhere else is i NO GO ZONE haha hes a lazy lil mite!

hehe lil bugger he is!

tobias is teething like MAD has been for almost a month now and the dribble is amazing haha hes been a lil irritable but hes generally a cheerful bub.

the DRIBBLER!

i havent seen tobis dad my "best mate" in over 6 weeks now, he got a gf and has been "busy" so after alot of tears and anger from me ive just started to pick myself up and dust it all off and realise im better off and so is tobias.

ive beeen taking herbal tea from a natrapath for about 5 weeks for anxiety and depression and OMG it has helped soooo much! i feel much calmer and i go to bed alot earlier than i used to and im feeling alot more liek myself in public, alot more confident again

part of that i suppose is to do with the fact ive lost over 10 kilo in the last 6 weeks too haah

i dropped to a size 12 last week and im still dropping but i got checked by my doctor and she thinks its fine, im ooober healthy im just loosing weight really quickly! it may be to do with the b feeding or the tea who knows really its just one of those things! so ive started tai bo at home to tone up so i look good not flabby and even though the temptation of not walking anywhere during the school holidays is almost to much to bear i have been taking walks still hehe

got a costume party to go to soon and im super excited about that too! N will prob be there but i dont care il just prance around like i own the place haha... maybe? i HAVE asked a friend to pass on the fact that i will be there and that id rather not have to see the girlfriend right now i just want to have a fun night and a break from looking after a baby full time by myself.

my matey lara is coming to stay a week with me so tobi gets used to her so i can go out and she will babysit! how sweet is she! i have to think of somethin awsum to do for her to show her how much i luv and appreiciate her......

well guys i shall b off. hope everyone is well and happy

xxxnat