I have read about pnd and I still don't know if I have it lol. Its just I get these feelings but they hit me like a truck and after a few hours will go away again.

I have bonded with my new bub which is also making me sad because i never had this with my first baby and now I know what I missed out on with her so it makes me sad >.<

And boyfriends are just there to be paines in the butt im sure lol. But i have been getting more peed off at him lately, probly cause insted of just having 1 baby to look after i got 2 plus him! lol

I just want to know if i just have to suck it up (as it dosnt last long anyway) or if i should do something about it. Obveously im different, cause I am able to take a outside look at my self (but i have been able to do that even with just pmt so i dont get moody then) I just think it feels like pmt exept a lot stronger and harder to control.

Any advice? :)

 This is a topic i want to make into some kind of advice but i really need to get it off my chest!

I am sick of people saying awww how cute is your baby, how old is she? oh thats nice *then walk off*

Ummm excuse me what about my other daugher!!!!! She use to always have people come up to her saying aww how cute but now that I have my new baby they all ask about her and not my older daughter!!!! I am sick of it, how rude!!!! Next time i am going to say yes she is 9 weeks but my other daughter is 1 thanx for asking!!!!! AAARRRGGGHHHHH

Oh yeah it is also very anoyign to be stopped so people can look at my babys, i am trying to walk/shop/live! Please leave me alone!!!!! I dont mind if i have all ready stopped but dot stop me im making good time!!!!!

*Vent over*

 I was wondering why my activity page was saying that things were posted 4 hours ago.... I only just relised (after most the day) that i was on the 2nd page. *Facepalm*

I think if i dont feel less tired by monday im going ot the dr to see if im ok lol >.<

If I am ok then im just loosing it lol

 About that mass complament accept.... i didnt relise i hadnt acctualy done it lol :D

Thanx mystikal ;)