its amazing how u never think that you would be in a situation where you think about somebody else's needs before your own. strangely enough, you fall in love and you share deep feelings and you love that other person like you wont see tomorrow, but boy, what an experience

to have a little baby! a little person who cant speak, cant walk, who totally depends on you for everything. you find yourself planning to buy yourself a new top, but what ends up in your shopping basket? baby goodies! if its not toys, then its clothes or extra baby food. you also dont mind, why is that? looking at that baby, seeing the look in their eyes, looking trusting at you. when they first start smiling back at you and just that unconditional love. to baby it doesnt matter if you are poor, your face is scarred or if you stay in a 1 bedroom apartment. sure, you need to be able to provide, but what baby would feel, is that love that shines from their mother's heart, the loving touch, the comfort of her arms and her chest. i seriously never imagined that i could love anybody as much as i love my 2 girls. thats a love in a different league. last year this i didnt know them, but i couldnt wait to hold them in my arms, i wished for the pregnancy to be over and when i finally held them in my arms, i knew that i was home. i cant imagine not knowing them or not wanting to be around them, so love all you can, you will get that love back tenfold