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    3.37 (May work) from 10 votes (89 Visits) |
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Anti depressants-they're handed out like lollies |
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by mellay (September 2008) (rank 500+) |
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I was 21 and i had just had my first baby,a girl. i moved to a diiferent town her father was abusive in every way.i had to sell my car i was house bound.i became very depressed and could not have the get up and go to do the simplist
things.i pleaded help to my child clinic nurse for some help.she was at least onto it and put in touch with a post natal depression group therepy.i went to see my doc and told him how i was feeling and he just said take these anti depressants for six months and go off them you'll be fine.i started coming off them very gradually and the side effects my god,i was nauseated head spins jitters and i call them miny blackouts.little did i know of the withdrawal symptoms.i went back on them full dosage,i couldn't take the withdrawals.i could never get enough sleep always needing a nap and i'd sleep for hours.i missed alot of my daughter growing up in those precious years and i do believe because of those drugs anti depressants
i tried so many times over a 10 year period ,but this time, as doctors here have let me down no end and i refuse to see a doc for myself at least the withdrawals were horrific once again but my anger toward doctors made me get through it.if only i hadn't gone on those things in the first place and if the doc's told what would happen when i went off them.and they brand you with depression like when my daughter died i was just talking as i had just heard the results of her autopsy i burst into tears as they found out unknown cause of death,doc turns around and says "oh Mel your depression's acting up i'll put your dose of medication up"same thing when i was pregnant my son i was hospitalized for 6 weeks before the birth due to pre eclampsia, he said the same thing.being stuck in hospital for that long would depress any body!!
Any how I couldn't feel any better now, i have so much energy i don't know what to do with it.but with the family infected with golden staph at the mo i am kept busy enough! my thoughts are not tired even i have the get up and go now iam totally a different person and i'm even losing weight.
i just wish i had've tried the natural version first st john's wort and multi vitamins,more couselling and group therapy's available for post natal depression and anxiety, the doctors do not tell you these things and when your down like that you don't think to ask of withdrawal symptoms.all those missed years and missed memories i could've had with my children just because mum was drugged up on anti depressants.maybe i was on the wrong drug maybe i was on the dosage who knows but I'm off those things and for good. my family's life is on the up and will continue to do so.