Yes, I still have these abilities. What you say about "you don't use it - you lose it" is very true. I wish I could learn when to turn it on but I can't. Some people come up to me and ask for readings and I have to be honest with them and let them know "sorry but I can't get anything from you at the moment". Other times I'll be just speaking to someone (even on here) and I'm being drawn to show this person x,y or z. This has happened recently with emmie and singlemumma (sp?).
Last weekend I had booked a 1 on 1 reading with a lovely medium by the name of Terri, she was very surprised for our session to take the turn that it did. As I was gazing in to her eyes I had a feeling come over me and all this information just came pouring out as well as this feeling that was saying "say this, say this, you need to do it NOOOOWW!" My reading actually turned in to a reading for her!! I was highly embarrassed asking her if she could validate something so this feeling would go away. I picked up that she had cancer, I told her that her husband's name was Greg and she met him at her local beach (she actually isn't married but the guy who wants to marry her is called Greg and they did meet at their local beach).
So no, I'm not 100% accurate but it is sometimes difficult to comprehend the information being thrown at you, it's up to the other person to validate it. Turns out she was too scared to get married as she had cancer and didn't want to place any burden on the man. And so her brother decided to come through and get me to tell her that she deserves happiness in life, to go get married and that her cancer would take a sudden turn (for the better), that she would live happily to an old age. I actually have her e-mail address as she wants to keep in touch. She even had previous work experience with her mediumship with the police force.
What it feels like & how it comes to me:
*Dreams - some dreams are just dreams, others are warnings (go with your intuition) if you wake and say "oh what a funny dream" then it was nothing. If you wake and don't feel so good, listen to your gut. I have recieved many messages through dream such as seeing my nanna's face (but she was much younger about in her 40's) and she asked me to come and see her. The next morning my mum came to me in tears as she had passed away. I've also predicted my mum's car accident (I warned her but you can't mess with free will), my pregnancy and a few others.
*Gut feelings - When I am in danger, I feel this energy around me that feels like I am stuck in a box. My mind becomes a clutter (it says "get out of here now, get out of here now, get out of here now). I feel heat that goes through from my toes up to my cheeks. I feel tight in my chest. Some people say "oh that is just anxiety!" but it's not. I can tell anxiety and the danger feeling apart. This works for other people too, as an example my friend Elsie and I went out to a bar and she was flirting with one of the barmen. Instant gut feeling, I didn't like him. He then kept coming near us and making frantic attempts at getting noticed (to the point where he was intentionally smashing glasses on the ground to get her attention) I warned her that we needed to leave (once again you can't mess with free will). We ended up staying until they closed. We hopped on the train and about 5 stops away from her station I got this feeling that I describe above and I just grabbed her arm and said, we need to get out of here right now, ring your mum, tell her to meet you at the station. Elsie just kept asking me questions and asking me why I was acting weird, I just kept giving her the instructions "You need to change carriage now, there is a security guard in the last one, we'll sit next to him and you need to ring your mother and ask her to meet you at the station." She finally listened to me, as I looked back to check out the carriage I saw the gentleman from the bar a couple of seats behind us. Sure enough, we found a security guard in the last carriage just like I was instructed and her mother greeted her at the station. As I looked out the window, the man had gotten off the train, attempted to follow her, then got back on the train when he saw someone was there to pick her up.
*Mental images - out of nowhere I'll just see this image - and so whenever they come up I speak of it. This helps me describe a situation. I'm also drawn to certain people I know, experiences I've had etc. As an example, I may meet someone for the very first time and I'll be drawn to someone I know. Which means the person I meet, has a similar personality and similar traits/morals. Or someone will ask me a question and I'll be taken back to a certain part of my life, and I'll be able to answer their question with the experience I'm being drawn to.
I have a message for you right now, it's nothing special but it's meant for you at this particular moment, to this particular question: You do have the ability. It's been there, it hasn't gone anywhere. The problem is you shrug it off and so you don't acknowledge it. You can't progress in something you want to expand when you don't acknowledge it. You may get this sudden feeling and go "oh I'm just being silly".
I'll give you an example... when I was at the fair on the Saturday (without my partner) I was drawn to a crystal skull - something told me Brent would like it. Now I just shook this feeling away casually because I assumed. I assumed that my partner wouldn't want anything to do with this silly crystal skull in the display case. I just couldn't see it being his thing. The next day I went back again but Brent came with me and we were sitting in this seminar about some lady who did orb photography. Anyway, she mentioned something about collecting crystal skulls. At the end of the seminar, I asked Brent whether he was going to talk to her and he looked at me blankly and said "no...." So we grabbed a couple of coffees then he decided to tell me he wanted to go back and speak to the woman, so we go back to her stall and he decides that he wants to talk to her about crystal skulls. My first thought is... "you've got to be kidding me....." but nope, we went all the way back to the front of the expo to take a look at the same crystal skull I was drawn to. Here he was now standing holding the same bloody skull, I had just decided to shrug off because I assumed and thought it was nothing.
I know you've had times like this and the key is to pay attention to it. Validate it. When it comes to someone else you'll never be wrong. You might be a bit off (refer back to when I said the lady was already married) but you'll never be wrong. If you validate these things, you will open yourself up and everything will come back to you.
I do free readings too but it seems minti is too shy on this kind of topic and nobody has come to see me yet.