We spent the day with my grandmother, auntie, mum and brother, so you could imagine the amount of pressie's Kat got.

Annaliese wasn't left out either she got heaps as well so that was really good. No fights because they had there own toys and clothes oh and dancing shoes lol...

Once i find the cord to camera or phone ill post photos.

Have a great day!

Tee

Katherine had to put on her dress up dress to do it but i didn't  care as long as it got done.

It took them about a hour to do it but hey they did a pretty good job...lol.... So there new punishment will be some form of cleaning from now on. We will see how it goes.

We got home they  were so well behave it seemed strange. I check on them and they were playing nicely. They asked for paper to draw and i didn't hesitate giving them any with some texta's.

15 minutes later Annaliese comes out and says look mummy we look like monster now, OMG the coloured themselves in with green texta haha.

I should of taken photos straight away but got some in the bath wen most of it was off.....

So i have covered all the clothes that she needs but then i have a list of people that want to know what to buy her and there is myself grrr really cant think of anything.

I have though all this morning and cant think of any thing really. This is what happens when you spoil your kids rotten and i have explained this to my family and they just don't get it lol.... I haven't spoiled them my family has so now i'm left with a big ? in my head.

If anyone has any ideas please feel free to give me some ideas.?????last couple of years i have given them money and i have put it into there bank accounts and they buy things that they want wen they see things on TV but thats isnt very exciting for them they want to open something from there mummy and daddy.

Well i have rambled on for a while now, so i hope you all have a great day...

Hugs from me Tee

I have just been told I'm going to be the only gal omg a bus full of drunk guys the ages between 19-25 besides my hubby haha ..... Omg god my hubby is 30 and he is ment to be the old and responsible one lol, dont see that happening.

Now i have also been told that the first stop is at the strippers..... haha . So if i was to invite a friend she would have to be able to go to female strippers and feel comfy lol. Then it looks like we are heading to the casino to finish the night and morning off. I planning to go home at 6am and the boys that are still going are moving on to a club that is open during the day. I will then get some sleep and wait for the call to go and pick them up.

Well guys wish me luck haha that i dont run over any curbs, traffic lights haha i think im working myself up, giving myself panic attacks lol.

All i hope i drive out of the hire yard without smashing to anything and then deal with the rest later.

Bye for now

Tee

My mission this week is to go out shopping with both of them and pick 2 outfits each for dancing. This way they will look presentable and there will be no fighting over skirts and tops anymore.

Then health issues come up, miscarriage and other issues with myself. Then there is the issues of my youngest Katherine health issue as well. Wen is it all going to stop , i have just had about enough. I can go into every detail but ill be here forever.lol

Well today seemed to be a normal day until YEP i said until Katherine had a slight oopsy. I was talking to Nat on the phone and my aunt cut convo short because she needed to be picked up after a car accident. Well i tell the kids to put there shoes on and put a jacket on as it was a bit cold out side. I went into the bathroom and i was brushing my teeth until i herd this scream of pain and crying and Annaliese saying i'm sorry Katherine....... I run into the lounge to find blood everywhere. Katherine's hands and face and head was covered, i had never seen so much blood from such a little child b4.

I was lost for a few seconds and told Annaliese to get a clean face washer and then started cleaning to see if i could see where this blood was coming from. I found it and cleaned the area applied pressure and stopped the bleeding. It wasn't as bad as i though because of the amount of blood so i put the kids in the car anyway and took them to the hospital.

Katherine ended up getting only 2 little stitches and some glue to close the wound. They where playing with the blinds and flicking them and the bottom of the vertical where the weight is got Katherine in the head......Sound funny but at the time i wasn't.

Well i have said i'm going to try and make my life better not sure how i'm going to do that but it sounds like a plan.

Sorry to ramble for a long time and i think this would have to be the longest blog ever for me lol......

Thanks guys speak to you all soon.....

Hugs Tee

I just wanna let of some steam, I hope you all don't mind.

I have the perfect family so it seems lol ....... I have been silent and keeping to myself of late because my hubbies family have just pushed me over the edge. Sil in love with my hubby MIL being childish and taking it out on my children.....Gee what else could happen to me. Im strong but not that strong,  i have just had a gut full.

I know there isn't such thing as perfect but hey, give me a break! I want to enjoy my life with my children and my partner but the world around me is making that quite difficult.

I know I'm not the only one that has family problems but my family are so loving its hard for me to grasp and i have been told to get over it but i think my children deserve the best and that is with there grandparents as well. But by them being negative against them they are prob better without them seeing them.

I'm tired wanna cry but cant because i wont let them get the better of me so i will work it out in time.

Thanks guys for listening to me.

Big Hugs Tee

They have had this falling out about 2 weeks ago now, As most of you know that my kids go to the day care centre that my MIL works at. Last week she pretended not to see me and that was ok.

My hubby now want me to pull them out of there and send them to another one??? What do you think about that? I dont want to really because they have there friends there ect.... But they are still young so they will make friends easily.

The reason this has come up is bec it was Annaliese 4th birthday yest and no phone call to wish her a happy birthday but did recieve a card with a cheq in it. Hmmm this did not sit well with me and wen hubby got home from work and told him that his mum sent a cheq with card he was very mad.

So being a smart ass he rang her and mad her wish Annaliese a happy birthday. I dont know if that was the right decision but hey its not my family.

Now he wants to get married without his family but i think he might regret it later on...

Im just over this its doing in my head dont know what to do?????????

I just had to vent sorry guys but really in state of blankness

Tee

5pm came i picked them up from child care and drove them to BIL & SIL's and told them on the way that they going to sleep there,  and not to worry im coming back in the morning to pick them up.

I got there i was now running late, haha whats new for me lol and i droped them off they gave me a kiss and they say see ya mum. Oh what a relief.

So We are of to the football,  a match i would prob never see again. Melbourne victory vs juventus. So as we get to the ground i ask hubby to ring to see if they are ok! they where all ok and there was no need for me to worry anymore.

I enjoy the game and until someone had to spoil it haha! My hubby and a few guys where real emotional about the game, so they used a few swear words but was not carrying on and this guy in front of me turns to my hubby and says DO YOU MIND I HAVE A 6yo CHILD HERE...... Hubby says ill try to control what i say sorry. So he did and the guy next to hubby says oh f**k after a miss at goal and the man in front of me stands up and say how many times do i have to tell you? i asked you to not swear and he shaped up to my hubby........ bad mistake. Hubby now stands up and say ok smart ass it wasn't me but we are at a football match and you cant control people reaction and what they say. hubby says sit down and stop making a foul out of yourself. He wouldn't sit and was still carrying on and hubby now says ok chance given outside to finish this off bec i wouldn't wanna spoil anyone else time. Guy yelled for the security and he came over. asked what was going on and pulled hubby aside to get his version and he was told. He then asked the guy in front of me to have a talk and gets up and gives me the death stair well now i open my mouth!!!!! haven't said anything till now but it was time.

There is no need for that and the security guy said the same thing. and asked him to stop. He turns around and he spits at me but missed and say you fu*king whore. that was it,  it was on for young and old...police came to check it out and they whole family now had to leave hmmm what a waste of money on there behalf as it was only 10 mins into the game.

I have not felt like that for a long time...... it felt like i was 18 again but it sorta put a downer on the night. Well we lost 4-1 but it didn't matter it was about the game and the teams getting together.

We left happy and then went to the casino for the night. That was great haven't done that for a while just me and hubby. We got home about 4am and picked the kiddies up at 10am. I'm abit tired but worth it haha.

Just thought i share my up and down night lol

hugs to you all Tee

I trust them and very much love them to have them.......That side of the family really don't have much to do with my kids and found it real strange that all the sudden,  they are all taking interest in them.

Now that the day has come i' m a bit nervous and scared that my kids wont settle as they don't know them. They know them by name but if they passed them in the street my kids wouldn't know who they where.

I know i' m over protective with my girls but thats what i live for and its my responsibility to keep them safe and happy.But i know i have to let go sooner or later.

Usually my sister would come over to look after them and stay the night or my mum and dad  would have them. I hope the kiddies will be okay  tonight and they sleep through the night for them. They normally would but being in a strange house it could be different.

Well guys i needed to get this off my chest as i' m a bit worried...... Thanks for listening.

Hugs Tee

I have been thinking all day about a present for Annaliese who will be turning 4yo in 18 days. I have no idea what to buy her!

I thought of buying a quad bike but think she is a bit young still, i have no idea, has any one have ideas. ???????????

She has bikes, tv,  dvd player, trampoline, cubby house, dolls house, swing set, new bed, ride on car ect.....

I have no idea what to buy......We are not having party this year so we can spend a little more on her. No more than $350-

Other family member are getting her clothes runners and shoes.

haha or maybe i should just put the money away.....

Hmm

Tee

I have been feel so tired lately that i think its getting to me! Kat is having more and more tantrums and that drives me around the bend..... These tantrums are not like normal kids trust me lol,  you only have to ask the people i talk on the phone too. The nightmares at night have eased a little so im getting some sleep.

I'm feeling tired from 2pm until 5pm then wen it comes to night time i cant sleep earlier than 1am. I found being on the computer that long didnt make me tired and i just got bored, so i find myself watching movies or plating games on my phone lol.

I don't know whats wrong with me but not getting the full night sleep is making me less active/motivated. I seem to not be able to do house work until 4pm and thats bad as thats the busy part of my day, partner comes home orginising dinner ect. but thats the only time i feel like i can do anything.

Just thought i'd share my tired day with you all.

Hugs Tee

My sister and her Deb partner

I brought a tear to my eye seeing Anneka all grown up and i really did have a bit of a sook.

My little sweet girl just doesnt know when to stop! Last night i turned off the cartoons so they can put PJ's on and go to  bed but my young one desided to throw a tantrum for 3hours and 15 mins. It got to the point that after she got over the cartoons she started on having to put a nappy on as she wanted to wear her new undies.

She has just started to toliet train but not ready to wear undies to bed Hmmm , It was that bad that my net neighbour made a comment this morning haha lucky i like my next neighbour.....He thought i was killing her.

I dont know if i make it worse not responding to her or if it will be easier to take her im my arms. The last time i did that she went to bite me and i have a real hate for bitting. My hubby couldnt handle it anymore so he went out to the shed to get peace and quite and fell asleep for a few hours.

What can i do? I know it will blow over soon but omg sometimes i wonder how i do cope.

Hugs Tee 

So hello to all my friends!!!!!

Hugs Tee