Im very happy with the photos, i wish they had more but they only had 5, so you get a big 1 of each and 5 different sized ones of each and also the cd, all up $390 but its worth it i think. I do think i could do some of these myself, i did have a photoshop program from my sister but could never work it out so i might go buy the latest one and strat doing my own photos of Ashton. I will definetly be going gback to these people when Ashton can sit up, they can take some pretty kool photos then.

Ashton didnt go to sleep till 3am, first time in ages his done that but he had a bis sleep in that day. Right now his sleeping lol, he watched wiggles and i bounced around for him and he got tired and konked out!! Not sure what im doing today, probly nothing, might just do a big clean around here. I havnt been able to do much cos i like to keep a close eye on Ashton while his not 100%. I still havnt started the sntibiotics, i need to go back to teh docotrs. I did ask a chemist if its the right dose and she said yes but its the highest one he can have for his weight. I just want to ask the docotr what do i do if his runny poo gets worse, i dont want it to burn his bum or anything.

But yeh his been fine, rash is slowly going, he has been left with a darker brown mark on his belly tho, doctor isnt worried and neither was the hospital. His been drinkng well, sleeping well and very happy when his awake. He kicks his legs so much, he gets all excited lol..He is still lifting himself up and its so funny cos he pulls this major greasy while he struggles to sit up, and he falls back down.

Well hope you like the photos, like always, ill have a geez around here thend o what i gotta do.

Dannii xxo

So i went and got him the antibiotics. He is to have 3 times a day. When i got home i looked at the bottle and it says on the sticker to give him 4ml, 3 times a day. To me that sounds a little much for  a 6kg baby so im going to go back tomorrow or call them to make sure its correct before i start it. Also it says it can cause alot of side effefts like thrush, severe diarreoh, headaches, joint pain, heaps of them and i just want to ask about the diarreoh because he already has it and i dont want it to get worse!!...I wouldnt really call it diarreoh what he has tho, cos its not pooing constantly, its just one sloppy poo a day.

I had a call 2weeks ago about Ashtons 2month checkup that got changed but im not sure if it was today or tomorrow because i forgot the day so ill just walk there tomorrow to see, and im not sure if they'll want to see him if his sick so ill just check with them first. I know he weighs 6.2kgs but i want to know his length and make sure he is growing properly and can do everything he should be. He is already trying to lift himself up!! Its so cute, he'll be sitting in his couch and when your talking to him he lifts his head up more forward but falls back down after a few seconds. He is smiling alot and making noises, he even squeels sometimes when his excited. First he liked to gurge at you but his new favourite is blowing bubbles and dribbling everywhere!

Tomorrow i go and pick up his photos he had done. I looked on there internet site about comments they had and one person said since she had her kids photos with these people she now calls pixi photos "poxi photos" hahahaha, so hopefully they are as good as this lady was saying. Im so excited, i cant wait to see them, gonna cost an arm and a leg tho but he didnt have the hospital ones cos they didnt bath him an dhis head was still weird from the vac so this makes up for it.

Well mite make a coffee and have a look around here. Ashton will be awake anytime soon so i wont get to stuck into anything here at home cos i wont get it finished.

Dannii xxo

So as far as i know he is fine.Hasnt had a temp thorugh all of this, no vomiting,no crying other then the usual sook. When we got back to the doctors tomorrow i want to know that he hasnt got staph 100% or ill be asking for another blood test. I dont like hearing my little man scream or for himt o be in pain but he'd be alot worse if he has this and it isnt treated. Im almost certain he doesnt tho because the staph they found is contimated from his first bloods, a whole new blood test was checked and it was all clear.

This has been a very scary few days for us and im glad everything is looking to be fine. I will let you know he goes tomorrow.

Dannii xxo

Got there nd they took him in staright away. They examined hima nd straight away said meningacocol or meningitis. I was crying so much, i was so scared for my little man. They had to do bloods and put drips in for antibiotics so goran took him. The way he was screaming i felt like dying, i felt so bad for him. After 3 failed drips they got the 4th one in. Bloods got sent away and antibiotics was started.

They were confused thoa s he had no temperature no vomiting and he waas really alert. I called my mum and she and my step dad came down. By then they needed to do another drip :( there wasnt enoguh blood for tests :( my mum and step dad took him ina nd once again i was crying in fear and in sadness over my little mans pain.

His whole arm was abndaged up and after a cuddle he was fine and smiling again. He kept trying to eat he drip and the tube that was hanging out teh bandage but i finally got him t sleep,he was buggered.  Then a new rash apperaed on his hand. The bloods came backa nd nothing was found. Becasue of the rash on teh hand they wanted to to give im a spinal tap but i said no unless its an absolute must. In teh end the didnt need to as tehre was still no other signs.

All nigt he was monitored and still fine. At 7am we were finally taken to teh childrens ward and antibotics were stopped. No more rash apperead. Then one doctor said he wanted to catherize him, i said no way. Another doc said they can let me sit with a cup and wait. In teh end it wasnt needed.

He was still doing well the hole day, no new rashes, no temp, was eatign fine and very alert when he was awake. We were told to wait for a doctor and he may be able to go home. By then i had figured out the new marks on his palm of his hand, because he had clenched fists when he was getting drips, when he was squeezing he pushed so ard with his nails he puncturted vessels. I could tell this because when i clenchd his fists all teh marks added up to where his fingers touched and creases met.

By 9pm ashton was checke dover againa nd te doctor said she coudnt see anything new, no fever ecta nd if it was what they thoguhtit would have flared up by 24hrs. so we got to take him home.it is all put down to a viral infection.

We have been home since 9.30pm and its now 1.30am, Ashton is sleeping and still no temp or new rash. Im taking him to the docs tomorrow becaus etehospital told me too.

The rash on his legs looked like dark veins on his feet and prurple pin ppricks and red marks on his legs. They are warm so blood is circulating. I was so scared and i am still a little now but all teh docotrs reassured me if it was dangeous he would be very sick which his not.

This was sucha  scary experience and i hope it never happens again or to anyone i know. I still feel really abd for Ashton for all the pain he had to go through but it had to be done to rule everything else out.

Well better go to bed, ive had no sleep.

Hope you all had a great weekend.

Dannii xxo

The pains are a bit better but i think i know half of the problem. Because ive been taking so many panadeine forts and nurofen plus over the last week its clogged up my system and i cant poo lol, im constipated!! So maybe thats why i have stomach pains, but im still going to the doctors cos i just dont feel right, i also think i have an infectiion because my pee is really dark so i think thats a kidney infection.

Went shops today, bought some movies and more pjs for ashton. I also got all my hair products cos i dont see why i should pay hairdressers $170 when i know how to dye and do a tip cap on my own. I will go get my hair cut tho, got it done 7weeke ago but its gone wild again :(

Ashton has a new favourite, its not wiggles anymore its bear in the big blue house lol, he also sits and watches bratz!! I dont hear a peep out of him, he laughs too and gurgles at the tv!! Tomorrow i dont know what im doing, wont be sitting at home tho, sunday we are going to a market 1hr away, havnt been there in 2 yrs!...I still have my neice lol, she has been here 1week now, i like her here tho, cos i do girly things with her which her mum doesnt. I did her nails today and she has also been writing to miley cyrus (hannah montana) on her homepage, i kow its probly not miley writng but oh well Tiana likes it lol, ive just explained to her not to give any information out and also dont let ppl rick her with questions like "oh have you been to the melbourne show? ect..

Well better hang out this washing, im pretty sure tomorrow will be a nice day so it should try by noon.

Byyyeeee

Dannii xxo

Well i'll let you all know how it goes, but im guessing ill have to get an ultrasound for a closer look so i wont know until i go for that.

Dannii xxo

After that we went to eat, i started crying lol, my tooth kept leaking this ugly liquid and it tasted horrible. So we left and went searching for a doctors, finally found one and he was closing but he quickly wrote out a prescription for me. Went chemist and im now on 2 lots of antibiotics and also got panadeine forte. The antibiotics is making that liquid come out alot and its horrible, i hope it goes away really soon.

When we came home i grabbed Ashtona nd went to the boot, we were in the wagon, i leant down to grab his nappy bag and the boot calapsed  and came crashing down on top of ashtons head!! I ran inside, he was screaming, iw as crying. I called nurse on call and told her what happened and that he screamed ofr 30seconds then was laughing and kicking his legs. She said cos his so young to take him to teh hospital to be safe.

So we went to the hospital, got in pretty much straight away, nurse seen him and said tow ait for the doctor, Ashton kept rolling his eyes and drifting off and waking again. I think we were there for 3 hrs. Doc said its a moderate head injury, there will be a lump and bruising and to bring him back if he does more then 1 big vomit, keeps crying, temp ect.

Back home now, he is resting, im tired but wana keep an eye on him.

Will write tomorrow, my mum just got here.

Dannii xxo

Dannii xxo

Yesterday we picked up some good bargains lol.. I got an original GHD hair straighter with a heat resistent bag and all teh hair products brand new in the box for $99, i was so happy cos ive wanted one for ages and i wasnt oging to pay $350. We also got Ashton a baby einstein couch that has built in speakers and plays music and has toys hanging ect. She said they retail for $230. She only had her display left and i reallyw anted one so i got the display for $40!! I couldnt believe it. Got other bits and peices too but i was just so hapy how cheaps i picked up the other 2 things YAY!!!!

I still have my neice here, she has been here since Friday, she is on school holidays and i think she needs a bigger break from her twin sisters lol..Not sure when yet but we're gonna take her bowling, i havnt been in ages. I got Ashton to laugh so loud lastnight, his been laughing for awhile now but not like her did last night lol, he was in that couch and kickin his legs and getting excited and found something fasinating that made him crack up. Im a little dissapointed tho cos i had my mobile and i thought it was on video mode but it was on image mode, so i just have a photo of him laughing, but im sure he will do it again anyway.'

Well Ashton is sooking cos he has had hiccups for about 10minutes so better go play with him to take his mind off them.Tiana is still sleeping, iw ish i was, only got 5hrs cos of this stupid mouth ache :(    Ive got so many things to catch up on around here, gota do all the floors, i cant be bothered but they gotta be done.

Hope everyone has a good start to there week today!!

Dannii xxo

My mouth is still killing me :( and from the blood it makes my mouth stink hahahaha, but nah its horrible. Ashon has been really good. No signs of anything bad from his needles, he did have a little bit of diareoh yesterday, just once tho and nothing since. He is still babling alot, ill have to get it on camera and post it up. I only have it on my fone at the moment. Right now his just under his play gym blowing rasberries, he laughs at himself, he thinks is so good he can make noises now.

He has started to be a little shit too, he willw inge and if you go to him he just smiles, so he just winges for attention, but it doen worry me, he lets me do what i have to do without sooking. He is in love with the wiggles lol, i think its just the music and colours. I can put the dvd on and if his fed and changed i dont hear a peep out of him but i do go and sit with him and watch it, i find myself singing wiggles whereever i am, goran has told me to be quiet a few times cos ill be walking at the shops singing songs lol.

YAY...Finally our other modem arrived so we can have the big computer and the laptop on the net, which means i can now go on my webcam on the laptop YAY!! Its built in so i cudnt attatch it to this computer. Today i was meant to go post office but ill do it tomorow, i was also suppose to go the health nurse for Ashtons 8weeks but sh enever called so ill go in tomorrow.

We have had road works on my street for 3 days now, and they start so early grrrr...Makes me angry cos the workers park tehre cars on my nature strip and it pisses me off lol..I dont even know why they doing my street, there is worse streets then mine!! And all the dust comes through my front door too which is annoying cos i have dirt blow onto the times and it make sthe house smell like cow shit!!

Well im gonna make a coffee now and have a look around here then do bottles.

Here is the pic, and like i sed its not good quality,. my new camera is flat, gotta charge him up!!

Ashton had his needles last night. My mum held him. It was pretty mean cos he was asleep and woke up with an ear piercing cry :( He cried during both needles but stopped a couple seconds later. Then he got excited ove rthe mouthd rops cos he thought "mmm food" hahahaha..

He is abit sooky today but thats expected. For 2days staright he hasnt stopped babbling, its so cute. He just rambles on in baby language to his toys. He laughs alot now, he use to just let on elaugh out with a smile but now he laughs for ages, it still isnt a proper laugh but its still cute lol..

Right now he is looking at me sooking and babbling, its like his telling me off lol, as soon as i look at him he smiles.

Well ill blog abit later on, he is getting really upset.

Danii xxo

It didnt hurt at all, i had 2 needles. He had to cut the roots in half becuase he was gonna break my jaw lol, i have really long roots. So $180 later, my  tooth is gone. I still look like ive had a stroke but im sure it will fade away soon.

We go to the health centre within the next hour. Ashton is having his 2month needles, i feel so bad for him :(  My mum is holding him tho cos im not ready to do it.

I go back to the dentist 1st october, im not looking forward to it but oh well it needs to be done.

Well better go, im in pain :( the numbness is starting to wear of now.

Dannii xxo

Today we have done nothing. Goran went to work for 3 hrs, come home and straight onto the poker game. It really pisses meoff cos i cant get anything done when im watching the baby on my own, i odnt even get to time to have a coffee cos when i get a break im doing washing or something. If he wasnt here (Goran) it would be easier cos less to do.

I made bacon and eggs, Goran didnt deserve any but still got food. Then he went straight to sleep and he still is now!! He still hasnt been helping withthe baby or the cleaning so no cleaning gets done, ive never seen my house look so disgusting!! It makes me sick. He wants me to go to his ocusins later and i told him only if the house is clean. He siad WE will do it tomorrow but thats hwat he said yesterday cos he prefered to play poker all night.

So like usual im trying to clean, so far ive only done the rumpus room lol, ive got the rest of the house to go, i really cant be bothered but i feel yuk not everything done. Ive done all the washing, just gotta hang the last load out, thankgod its a hot day cos its all drying.

Right now my neice is feeding Ashton so i can quickly have a coffee and smoke, she loves to help tho. She is the neice i was looking after from when i was 7yrs old so we are really close. She only trusts me and my mum lol but she only talks to me about her little puppy loves  hahahaha..

Well better get back to it, just finish my smoke and off i go again :(

Dannii xxo

Ashtons routine didnt stick, instead of sleeping 4hrs straiight from 8pm, its now 11pm.

WEDNESDAY

We had a good time at playgroup. The time flew.. Ashton was full of smiles the whole time and he was awke for the whole 2 hrs.Oh and there was anothe rboy called Ashton too but his like 2yrs old. I had gone a few times with channy while i was pregnant but thats it, now ill be going every week with her.... Afterwards we went back to my sisters, had a coffee. Then i had to go shops. I had to post some things off for ebay. I have so much to list, i dont fit into anything anymore and most stuff is new or like new. I also have mobile phones to put on, a cot and baby stuff ashton never got to use or wear.

After the post office we went to look for a stroller. My pram is huge and only fits in a wagon or it can fit into aboot if its completly empty or i have to take the front wheel off. So i want another pram for spare wheni go out with my sister or my mum. The one i like is $260 but im going to go to the mothers choice direct to public factory cos ill pick it up for there new for $150.

I had to replace some of my makeup. When we got home the bag was missing. I was so cut cos thats $40 down the drain. We checked the whole car. pram, other bags but wasnt there so some lucky person has my makeup :(  I had my sister and Koen over for dinner that night.

Yesterday i didnt do much, was gona go back to the shops to see if any shops i went into found my makeup but i cudnt be bothered and with my luck it wud be gone. My mum and step dad came over today, had a few coffees and a chat.

Today i have to go back to shops to post off more things and i will have to rebuy my eyeliner and mascara.

I badly need to go to the dentist because my teeth went horrible when i was pregnant. Ive always brushed my teeth but i dont drink any milkor eat dariy products, just milk in coffee. Also i ate alot of junk while iw as pregnant. So my teeth are going to cost abit but better then getting false teeth at 18 hahahaha.. Im scared to go tho, i can already hear the zzzzzzzzz lol, the drill, it makes my mouth water when i think about it, not it a good way, and it hurts when they touch a nerve OUUCHCHH!!! My mum has Tuesday off work cos she took it off for Ashtons needles at 6pm. So sh eis going to try and book me into the dentist Tuesday and she will watch Ashton and my step dad will take me.

Well 6.30am now and i feel so tired, only had 3hrs sleep. Im going to go lay down for awhile, i hope Ashton sleeps abit longer.

Dannii xxo

Its 7.10am now and he is still sleeping but i need to get him up soon cos i need to get ready and give him a bath cos we are going to play group.

Yesterday- I stayed up from 4am, i couldnt get back to sleep, Ashton woke up at 8am, had a bath and i got him ready. We went out with channy to shops. It was hard tho cos his pram is really big, its a holden pram 3 wheeler. Cos channy has a full boot we had to take the front wheel off the pram to fit it in the back of the car, and it got annoying to have to grab it out each time we got somewhere so in the end i helld him and he gave me a dead arm :( my arm is still sore. Goran and i have the same problem with the pram cos his boot is full so we just take the wagon and have no probs.

So yeh, today is playgroup, im going with Channy. Ashton cant doa nything obviously but it will be good to get out of teh house and today is gonna be a nice day here in melbourne, 18degrees i think.

Yesterday i bought a 3 in 1 portacot. Only becuase, i was going to put Ashtons cot in my room until his in a routine but instead of puling the cot down i thought just to get the portacot, much easier, and its better i have one anyway if i ever go somewhere till late he can sleep in it. He already grew out of the co sleeper bed, he is way to long for it. Im not going to get rid of it tho cos i really like it. He has grown out of so much clothes but im still keeping them all.We spent good money and who knows i could have another boy or someone in my family might.

I handed in his immunisation form yesterday, hopefully its all processes by next Tuesday cos thats when it is, im so scared. This may seem mean but i kind of pinched his leg to see how he wud reast and he didnt do anything lol, i know it wudnt have felt like a needle but it made me feel better anyway hahahahha...

Well better get ready, got under 2 hrs arrrghhh, gota shower, bath ashton, feed ashton, egt his stuff ready, do bottles lol, its never ending.

Oh and Goran is still shitting me up the wall with the poker game and he downloaded another one. I told him if he hasnt stopped this crap by the end of the week me and Ashton are going to my mums..Not to pay attention to me is one thing, but ot to his own son is just bullshit. I dont even think Ashton knows who he is, when he sees him its like "ooo a new person".

Ok, ill stop winging. Enjoy your day everybody!!

Dannii xxo

Im so happy because i worried so much. They found nothing wrong with his kidneys at all. I asked the paed about about Ashtons belly button. I was told by 1 health nurse and 1 doctor its an infection and i was told by another health nurse that it was a granumola. The paed said its a small Granumola so he treated it. They just layed Ashton down and put silver nitrate on a cotton tip and applied it a few times to the belly button. He said it should stop it from growing and it shouldnt need to be done again because it so small anyway. So at the moment Ashton has a black belly button because the stuff stains the skin for awhile.

The whole time we were there Ashton didnt cry at all. The paed was so suprised that Ashton is only 7weeks old. He said he is so alert and very strong. I told him i think i was firther along and he said he wouldnt be suprised considering all the complications i had in the last few weeks and the complicated birth.

After the hospital we went to the shops. I had to get a bolt for the carseat to leave in Channy's car so i can go places with her and take Ashton. I also got another thermometre. I have the normal underarm one and the dummy one but i wanted the ear one but i couldnt find one for under 6months and today i finally did!! They are $80 but i think its worth it cos you just put it in the ear and it reads the temp in 1second.

Its 4.05 am here and ive been sleeping since 8pm, just waking inbetween to feed Ashton. Now im just gonna have a look around here and go lay back down.

Enjoyyour week everyone!!

Dannii xxo

Ive also got to get a car seat bolt. We bought 2 carseats, 1 for each car but im gonna take one out and have a bolt handy so i can go out with him like with my mum or sister. On tueday me and Channy are going for a looka round and on Wednesday ims tarting play group at the playgroup she goes too. Ive been there a few times and even tho Ashto cant do much, well nothing really lol its still good to get out of the house.

Goran already knew i got him a Gold bracelet for fathers day but i didnt give it to him. He really doesnt deserve ita t the momet and when he starts acting like a dad he can have it. Not until 9pm did he help me with the baby and he only fed him a bottle, i seriously hope he gets over this online ppoker game and starts to step up to what really matters before he loses it.

Wel heres a pic of Ashton from Satrday at 7weeks old.

Hope evryone has a great week!!

Dannii xxo

Ashton had his ultrasound on wednesday and boy did he hate it, i felt so bad for him :( i dont know how needles are goning to go. Well as you know sonographers arent allowed tog ive out any information but she could see how concerned i was. She told me they must of done it for a precaution b/c she cant see anything wrong. We go back to thehospital on Monday to speak to a paed and i find out then if anything was found. While im there i need to ask about his belly button. There still is this blister like lump poking out. 1 health nurse told me its a granumola sp?, a doctor told me its an infectiona nd to use bedadiene and another health nusre told me its an infection and to use bepanthem on it. So who am i to listen too?? so i think its best i ask the paed..

Umm.. what else lol....hmmm... hahahaha, ok silly but i think Ashton is teething, i have posted a question up here on minti asking if its possible but since ive done some research and it sure is possible. Some babies are born with teeth and alot of mums have said in forums on the net they have had there babies cut teeth by 8weeks!!!! Ashton is 7 weeks today (6th sep)... He is very irritable, sucking fists or anything thatgoes near his mouth, drooling alot, crying alot, has nasal congestion ( a big sign of teething along with flu like symptoms which is funny cos i have been saying his gotten sick from me) and to top it off when i look at his gums the top left side and bottom gums are white and rigged and feel hard when i press them, and he cries. His way to young to have bonjela so ive been using panadol when he gets bad. Tonight he was screaming for 2hrs straight gave himself a temperature, i finally settled him an hour ago which was 2am lol, now his in bed with  my neice fast asleep.

Goran and me are still not 100% his just so lazy and let a computer game take over his life. He doesnt do anything, hardly talks to me unless its abusing me cos ive asked for help. Not only is Ashton 7weeks old but goran has bathed, changed, dressed Ashton in 7weeks PMSL!!!!!! Its his loss, Ashton will know me not him. I can tell you, he keeps going, Ashton and I are going, id rather be single, at least i can do what i have to do without the added stress.

Tomorrow imh oping its a nice day, i wanna go to the market. Dont know what for, i guess just the fresh air and some excersice and something to do. My luck Goran will sit on teh comp and wont go. That happens ill be going ot my  mums cos she siad she and my step dad will take me if he doesnt. Times like these i wish i had of got of my fat ass and got my license, i still havnt even gone for my l's, i know ill pass but im one of those people who are embarrest to fail and will punch myself in the head for it.

Well gonna have a geez around here for abit lol while i drink my coffee then go to bed.

ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!

Dannii xxo

Ashton is awake but he is in the loungeroom watching cartoons lol... Goran didnt go to work today. I woke him up at 5am to get up and go but he siad he felt sick and was to tired. He rang is boss and told him he isnt coming in, i dont think his boss believed he was sick cos he always says he is and he really is lol..

I had a sleep from 10pm till 1am and i feel good now, I also slept till 3pm yesterday lol, just got up inbetween to feed ashton and change him, he has been really tired too cos we are both sick. I was suppose to do alot yesterday but i slept so i hope i can get out and do it today.

My mum came over yesterday and bought my cold and flu medicine so ive started that now and hopefully it goes away soon. My body is just so drained, i feel like ive always got blood rushing to my head. From 30weeks pregnant i was suppose to take ostelin and keep on taking it 6months after the birth, i havnt touched one tablet, im very forgetful, probly why i feel so sick. The ostelin is a vitamin d supplement which also contains vitamin k which i need cos i dont get enough sun and i nee dthe calcium cos i dont drink milk and hardly eat any dairy products.

I thought Ashtons ultrasound for his kidneys was on the 4th but they sent out the referal and its the 3rd, im going to ring them to double check. Then he has his follow up appointment on the 8th and on the 16th he has his 1st set of needles :( the are at night time so my mum took the night of work to take him cos i feel bad for him, ill be coming but i want my mum to hold him lol.

I hope its a nice day today cos i want to get out of the house. We need to do some food shopping but 1st i might have a geez around the shops and start getting some stuff for christmas. Ive got Ashton to buy for, 3neices, 1 nefu, and 10 little cousins oh and my mum and step dad, so ill start putting some things away now so its done cos shopping around christmas time is so hectic!!

I need to call a few photography places to compare prices ect. We never had Ashtons photo taken in hospital cos they never bathed him and the lady wasnt going to be back for 1month and other people were being asked to go somewhere else so i didnt bother.. I just dont want to get ripped off. So many places tell you $300 for a package and you pick them up and you get told "oh its $500" lol, so i just want a good place for the money you pay.

Well cant think of anything else to say right now, Hope evryone is having a fantastic week!!

Dannii xxo

Yesterday i went Ashton shopping hahahaha..  Nah i rekon i saved $200 all up. In safeway we pay $26 for a tin of nan gold formula and in big w they had them for $20 so i stocked up on them. I also stocked up on nappies and wipes. They had the bonds easysuits for only $10 so i got a few of thema nd normal wondersuits too cos he is in 000 now and ithink very soon he will need a 00 cos he is very long but not chubby enough yet, but i have lots of 00 things. I also got him this spin thing by lamaze. It has a mat with lots of funt hings for baby to wath and you lay them on there belly and they can put there hands down and spin. Its only for babies who can holld there head up tho, but he can now for a pretty long time. I got that for $50 on sale. I also got him this bear gym by fisher price. They lay under it and when they kick teh ball the bears nose lights up ove rthere face and music plays. When they can sit up it converts into a ball ramp and they can play with all teh other gadgets on it and the bear still still sings ect.

He has already mastered the bear toy and he just keeps smiling. Its so cute, when you rest him on your legs with your knees up he just looks at you and smiles and scrunches up his nose hahahaha...

Ok well i know its a few months away yet but im so excited about Christmas!! I finally get to have my own christmass now. On christmas eve we have a huge family party at my uncles every year, its just all of my mums family. Christmas day we usually have lunch at my mums. But im so excited that in the morning i get to wake up and plonk ashton in front of the tree and watch him get excited. I know he will b more interested in the paper but i still cant wait lol...

Well so far today me n Goran have been ok, his only been home for 1hr but he hasnt been a smartass yet YAY!!! I think he is having trouble understanding its not all about him lol, and ive been upset over a few things with him that are serious and one thing is that he hardly helps with the baby. Yes he works but it wouldnt hurt to change 1 nappy ( which he still hasnt attempted) He isnt scared and iknow this because the otehr day i asked him to watch me bath the baby so he can learn, he sia dno its the mums job.

Anyway, im gonna enjoy my coffee now and ill put my camera on charge and take some pix of ashton later and put em up.

Dannii xxo