Mum decided that our doggy couldn't wait till my stepdad came back in 10 days and he was put down today :'( 

I know he was in a lot of pain and his is a LOT better off but I am still very very upset.

He was 14 years old so he has done well but that also means that i have had him around since i was 9-10 so its all i have known.

He was such a good dog and hardly ever barked, our neighbourd didnt even know we had a dog till a couple of years ago!

I feel even worse cause I didn't say good bye, I could have but i didnt want to be crying around my girls, which really is a stupid reason and i should have just gotten over it and said goodbye!!!!! Its ripping me apart I should have said good bye and now I cant go back :(

I hope he knows I loved him and I will miss him SO much!

RIP RUSTY

So I chose this insted. I dont know if it is better but yeah, Enjoy! 

Edit: Sorry couldn't choose!

Couldn't find the 2nd one embedded so I have to link it :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGdrMOttV_s

And if you didnt guess im a Weird Al fan :D

Gona go throught my computer and list songs that I have and why I like them. Not really for any other reason then an excuse to listen to them all lol, and then you can comment agreeing or disagreeing :) You may also find a new favorite to add to your list :)

These are also in random order (probly mostly alphabeticly since thats what computers do but some of them arnt names properly lol)

1: Charlie Daniels - Devil came back to Georgia - There is also " The devil went down to Georgia" This is like a follow on :) These are both awsome songs and i love the violin playing in them :D

2: Reo Speedwagon -  Cant fight this feeling - I think everyone has been thru this lol.

3: Scissor Sisters - I dont feel like dancing - It is very difficalt to sing, I still dont think i know all the lyrics which is weird for me lol

4: Ray Stevens - The Streak - Mum played it at my Nanas birthday, If you havent hear it, give it a search :)

5: The Young Divas - This time i know its for real - Makes ya feel good, good song :)

6: U2 & Green day - The saints are coming - Not one of my faves but still a good song

7: Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Excape - Didnt really like this song, dont really know why.

8: 2 pac - Getto Gospel - Not to bad song. It is rap tho lol

9: Robbi Williams - Lovelight - Yeah I like this one, Dancy song

10: Gwen Stefani - Hollandback girl - Its ok, can listen to it if i have to lol

11: Portrait - How deep is your love - Its sweet hehe

12: Ray Stevens - Along came Jones - If you havent heard it, give it a search, so funny! :)

13: Shannon Noll - Lonely - From the runner up of Auzzi idol yet he seems to have done a lot better hehe. Bit strange how hes the one that left yet he is now sad lol Hang on that happens all the time lol.

14: Robbie Williams - She's Madonna - I have asked many men if they want madonna and they have all said no lol

15: Five - When the lights go out - Boy bands, enough said lol

16: To be continued!!!!

Only catch is you have to promote whatever you are getting (and you choose to take part in things so you dont have to do what you dont want to)

Anyway I have been given tickets to see Zombieland on Monday (hopefully I can go, only found out today). So what you do is ya watch the movie then plaster everywhere what you thought of it (im guessing good things not bad things, but only if you mean it) then you take a survey and email screen shots (or pictures if you tell people about it other ways) to them. If you don't then i think you get taken off the website.

So there you go free stuff, you just have to do free advertising for them. But hey  its not costing you anything, and if you like it you will talk about it anyway :)

I have bonded with my new bub which is also making me sad because i never had this with my first baby and now I know what I missed out on with her so it makes me sad >.<

And boyfriends are just there to be paines in the butt im sure lol. But i have been getting more peed off at him lately, probly cause insted of just having 1 baby to look after i got 2 plus him! lol

I just want to know if i just have to suck it up (as it dosnt last long anyway) or if i should do something about it. Obveously im different, cause I am able to take a outside look at my self (but i have been able to do that even with just pmt so i dont get moody then) I just think it feels like pmt exept a lot stronger and harder to control.

Any advice? :)

I am sick of people saying awww how cute is your baby, how old is she? oh thats nice *then walk off*

Ummm excuse me what about my other daugher!!!!! She use to always have people come up to her saying aww how cute but now that I have my new baby they all ask about her and not my older daughter!!!! I am sick of it, how rude!!!! Next time i am going to say yes she is 9 weeks but my other daughter is 1 thanx for asking!!!!! AAARRRGGGHHHHH

Oh yeah it is also very anoyign to be stopped so people can look at my babys, i am trying to walk/shop/live! Please leave me alone!!!!! I dont mind if i have all ready stopped but dot stop me im making good time!!!!!

*Vent over*

I think if i dont feel less tired by monday im going ot the dr to see if im ok lol >.<

If I am ok then im just loosing it lol

Thanx mystikal ;)

I like it, Some good topics added there. I also like how it go's to advice, Q&A and blogs. In fact... i love it hehe.

We always complain about whats wrong, so I thought I would complament on a job well done :-)

I love the ning nang nong! Where the cows go bong, and the monkey all say boo!

Then even worse is the ones that see you pushing a pram trying to get past them and they dont move and keep talking!!!! 

BLEAGH!!!!!

*Vent over*

My 1 year old and my 4 WEEK old are both in bed asleep :) 

4 Week old takes a little while to go to sleep still but by at least 8pm im baby free :)

This makes for a happy mummy hehe (Not that i dont love them to bits but i do like having my own time as well)

Oh yeah my 4 week old also hasn't needed her dummy the past 2 nights *dances*

If you are just having a baby, try a routine and you may get some time to recover at night as well!!!!

Unforunatly I wasnt there at the time, I was looking at something else.

But Mum was walking thru the pavilions with our new double pram (infront and behind one) and this guy walks past and says "Why would you bring in such a big pram!" Mum just turned to him and said "Go to hell you old fart!"

Hahahaha! Its not like it was even busy it was grand final day so its was a lot more quiet then normal. But what does he expect us to do???? just carry them around all day!

I just wish I was there to hear my mum say that!!!! Would have been classic! GO MUM!

Went in to get checked (my call) at 3:30pm they said ok have dinner and come back and we will see how your going. Went back 7:30pm lot of cotractions/pain and I was 3cm. 

Had to wait till 10:00pm for them to start getting the epi in me, I was in a lot of pain now starting to yell out. Then my contractions were so bad and the epi did nothing the midwife was like ok lets have a check of you..... oh theres the head! Round 5 pushes and she was out (10:34pm)! 

It was great to actualy beable to feel her coming out but it was pain like no other! And I didnt tear!

Hopefully photos soon but very tired atm zzzzz

Was having a lot of pain last night and having some back pain now so hopefuly it will progress into labor!!!!

I know having a baby on there due date is rare but it would be cool!

Will try and keep you updated :)

I dont like some of the hand dryers in public toilats..... the COLD ones!!!! they dont do anything apart from make you COLD!!!!! There is no point in them being there! And even worse when there is a paper towel holder with no paper towel so you end up with cold wet hands :(

But I love the hot ones that actualy dry your hands and make you feel nice and warm.... tho they are also bad on cold days cause you want to hang around in the loo to keep warm hehe :)

But after having sencitive teeth for aslong as I remember I had been thinking of trying the sencitive toothpaist to see if it worked. I never thought it would, I mean how can toothpaist fix it!

Well it worked for me! It wasnt instent obveously but I notuced today when having a taist spoon of sorbet from the icecream shop. Normaly even normal icecream would hurt my teeth let alone the icey sorbet. Yet I put it in my mouth exepecting it to hurt (not thinking that I had been using the toothpaist) and its was like putting anything else in my mouth *Shock*

It was amazing actualy being able to fully enjoy the flavour insted of 1/2 of it being killed by pain. 

So if you have been thinking about trying the toothpaist, or even if you havent, give it a go, it may be more expencive but its great if it works! :)

The problem I have with it is.... shouldent she really have put her pad on BEFORE the rest of her clothes since she now has to take it all back off again!!!!!!

Silly ad hehe

Being in W.A (I dont know about anywhere else in australia) But I am sick of seeing afl on  EVERYTHING!!!!!!

90% of the NEWS is AFL!!!! I dont care who has hurt them selfes, been drinking and made a fool of them selfs, or even if ben cousins has done anything else stupid!!!!!

I dont know why we need it on the news at all, there are about 3-4 shows dedicated to afl, Before the game, after the game, during the game, Why do we need it on the news!!!!!!!!!!!

Then the news paper has huge lift out sections which isnt so bad cause u can usualy just take it out and chuck it, but i guess its there incase you some how miss it on the T.V!

Then the season draws to the end and you get excited cause its all over right? WRONG we must now listen to how each team went, then we have the DRAFT OMG!!!! even off season they have just as much of it!!!! Cant we hear about a different sport, if you actualy get to see any other sport its like 2 seconds long and over b4 u relise its not about afl.

Ok rant over, i just want no more damn AFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I am sick of people who dont have kids parking in the damn PARENT PARKING!!!!!!!!!

Im sorry but a guy in a ute dosnt need to park in one..... even a family of 4 with 2 teen (15+) kids dosnt need to use them! A couple in a company car does not need to park in the one NEXT TO THE DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!

These people disgust me, they dont need to, its not like they are old, disabled, or anything else that would require a car park close to the door, they are just lazy!!!!!!!!!

Ok rant over for now, next rant will be on football (afl) lol